I stare from down under

I stare from down under the skies I need to feel

the darkness inside me wants to get real

I run I run I run to the sky,

bruises of death touch, touch me inside

drink my blood but u cannot decide

do you laugh or cry when none beside

I breathe the distance, the distance to reach

I run all along



I stare from down under Bruises that wouldn't heel

I stare bleeding the dark embracing me

I make bleed till I can no more feel

the dark seems more real than the distant light

I stand dark and I stand alone

alone is all I aught to be for the laugh

laughed behind me too and let go

I run all along



I stare from down under love made me bleed

fear made me weak now fear stands real

stands and runs through me at once

with a 1000 rips from the inside, I don't kneel

the last drop holds me up for I am me no more

for what I was I have no more

define me define me I cry to the empty

but no one to hear me or hold me inside

I run all along



I search from down under why you had to leave

n make me the pieces I need a life to retrieve

I don't know now who is me for all is empty inside

I search the dark for myself to seek

in search of blood eyes lost when I did bleed

I stand dark and the dark stands beside

I still gather the scattered and drink back the spill

but what of the pieces which will never reconcile

I told u I wont but u made me let go

and made your love hold me and strengthen my soul

but when I smiled and stood tall you let go

I fell to the bruises the darkness I still embrace

I run all along



you stood where none did I still sometimes remember

now it dwells the dark for none is worthy more

I let you make or break for you held my key

now I know not if it still stands

for I keep the keys now locked where u dwelled once

now it dwells the dark standing naked

It need not open not exist not show but haunt

huant my heart that now knows a thousand bruises

It stands naked but some heal for you once smiled here

you smiled you kissed and held strenthened my tears

death justifies but not another to dwell



I bleed from down under the empty comes to kill

It haunts my nights the darkness I treasure

wish some lies could please you soul

that without you my life sees pleasure

but lies couldn't make me whole

You desire me to learn that

happiness means more than you touch

You desire me to be complete when I bleed

you stared away long before I was asleep

the dark be darker to fade my soul

for I shall not kneel for my love will not seize

I turn and stand all along



Smiles will touch me again laughter will hear my soul

for when blood wet my skin I smiled

smile away my tears

for the dark fails to darken me anymore

failed to destroy for I did not kneel

I stand inside out have none concealed

for I set you free

your heart no more dwells in me

I loved so close but was so distant

for could not see your tear touch

could not feel smiles fade you

you were but of a different air


Go dwell where you aspire breathe

for my remains are of your empty stare

I know now you better respire

smiles dwell around you and you dwell around

I shall be oblivious yet aware

Stand at a distance yet smile at your stare

for you were once nostalgic love

I walk away for there is much more to be found